Brain On Fire

UPDATE: “Brain on Fire.” That’s what it has felt like for over a day. Lots of confusion, unable to concentrate to the point of getting stuck on the word “horizon” & having to sound it out. Deduced to first grader in a flash of gray matter overheating. Everything seems immediate, no way to consider the future, to write prose, even reading is difficult. I still try. At times it created a real crisis in me earlier & I thought I might be dying. Overreacting? Probably. But also, I’ve not felt this extreme of chaos afoot… Just slept eight more hours and feel a little better, a couple footsteps closer to myself. Such is the life of a Migraineur with Seizures & a constant influx of new symptoms transpiring every few mouths… Anyone want to trade for a day? Not very likely… Going back & looking at old art & journals, my brain does seem to get hotter in the autumn. I imagine it has something to do with the changing of the seasons. Oh, well… HOLD ON!