Bad Weather & Moving Snags

Kindred Spirits;

Feeling physically so bad with the massive storms & terrible barometrics, I can't focus on anything. What a storm full of hard rains, close lightning & thunder causing my little dog to pee the antique carpet... And WORSE is expected for the rest of this week. EEEEEEEGADSSSSSS!!!

New snag: my friend, who was going to pay for my stuff to be hauled cross country, can't find a company that doesn't cost thousands of dollars. Might have to throw all my works into a bonfire. Or barricade myself & buy a rifle until these woods take me.

Very frustrated, but feel too bad to explain.

Maybe I need to give up on it all & move into assisted living I considered in Mandeville (by the lake)... The name escapes this muddled brain. Or start a Go Fund Me account to get movers here & there. I really am very depressed. And LeNoira June (my elderly pup) is about to die, maybe a couple months. I just want to go with her... I'm slowly giving up...

Glad I cancelled my checkup today. It is a LOST day/night. Can't do anything of my routines. Back to bed soon. Dizzy, overwhelmed, eating rocks...

alas,
blurry boxcar